i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that`s real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but    i       remember      everything

what have i become? my sweetest friend
everyone    i    know   GOES AWAY   in    the    end

and you could have it all
   my empire of dirt
i    WILL    let you down
i    WILL    make you hurt

i wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar`s chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair

beneath the stains of time
the    feelings    disappear
you are someone else
i    am    still       right          here

what have i become,
my sweetest friend?
everyone i know
   goes          away
in    the       end

and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i    WILL    make    you    hurt

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a fucking way.