oh, babe, leave it behind. Leave it behind...so so so far behind. And grow. Grow into yourself FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL.
Now listen, read and listen VERY carefully (like back in school, remember? Learn the lesson and all that shit) and try to understand to what THIS 20 year old drugadict is telling you, me dear beloved friend. Maybe, and just maybe, this once, she`s right:

a)
Take your time. Take your time. Take all the time in the world, it`s yours. And don`t care. Just flow. Flow with the endless machinery of night, the dynamo and all it`s magestry.
Correct even what can not be corrected.
Nullify all the allready dead,
and dance
dance and accept that fire CAN and WILL, hurt you,
with NO humilliation nor regrets of any kind,
accept the fact that maybe the dynamo,
that mighty machinery of light and night in your world,
CAN and WILL end it`s existence
when the solitary and strange man
but as human as we all are nevertheless,
that is dreaming you right now,
in all your latex and humanity,
opens his eyes and starts his day.

b)dancedancedancedancedanecewithmewithmewithmeattherythmattherythymof my heart.
Do not scream
Do not forget your name
and DO NOT speak
I`m here,
yes
i am.
To seek and find
all that joy you lost
all the insanity you`ve lost
throughout all those years of
random,
helpless,
trainspotting.

Do not speak. Please, don`t speak.

Accept the machinery of night and flow with the current of its mortality.
Die, live, live, and die again just to keep on living,
Be a part of me.
Be a part of all of us, of existence.
Be a part of you, for once and for all

And please, don`t speak.


---la parte c) viene cuando tenga mas fuerzas para pasarla porque esta en mi cuadernito, je--